“And he said to him, ‘Teacher, all these [commandments] I have kept from my youth.’ And Jesus, looking at him, loved him, and said to him, ‘You lack one thing: go, sell all that you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow me.’ Disheartened by the saying, he went away sorrowful, for he had great possessions” (Mark 10:20-22).
This story is frightening and hits close to home. I’m amazed at man’s capacity to feel self-sufficient. Me included. We have an amazing ability to convince ourselves that we are better than we are.
While this man focused on externals, Jesus probed to the heart. While I tend to focus on external performance, Jesus focuses on my heart performance. In other words, Jesus isn’t satisfied that I don’t touch another woman. He wants my heart to be pure and committed to my wife alone. This is the distinction between the letter of the law and the spirit of the law. Jesus focuses on the latter, and men tend to focus on the former.
When Jesus told the man to sell his stuff, he was probing the heart and applying what He said in the Sermon on the Mount. “For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also” (Matthew 6:21). The man went away sad because Jesus had touched on his treasure.
I am as susceptible as anyone to this deception and must guard my heart and quickly repent when I realize that I am treasuring anything but Jesus.
Father, help me to see through my self-deception. Help me to have a pure heart toward you. Amen.